Kenapa Aku? =)

salam bismillahirrahmanirrahim~

haih, masalah tidak selesai2 lagi.. ahhaa,, lawak pulak bila da besar ini, ada masalah x setel2 lagi, datang mengadu kat blog.. haih~

nak buat macam mana, ini jek yang ada..

kenapa aku?

aku yang masih lemah dengan dunia,

yang tidak dapat menangkis dunia ini,

masih belum lagi dapat tsabat dalam jalan ini dengan sebaik-baiknya,

yang masih lagi mencari hiburan palsu dikala runsing,

yang masih lagi belom meletakkan Allah itu sebagai tempat pergantungan yang sebenar-benarnya,

belom sempurna dari pembinan individu muslim,

serba serbi belum.

ada orang mengatakan, Allah tahu aku mampu, sebab itu aku diberi ujian ini,

dan "kenapa aku" adalah soalan paling subjektif sekali,sebab soalan itu hanya Allah yang tahu.

=)

cubaan untuk lari dari masalah ini adalah tidak berjaya, because it keeps haunting me!

haha,

tidur adalah definisi aku untuk lari dalam masalah~

dengan harapan bila bangun nanti, aku ada semangat baru untuk terus meleraikan kekusutan ini.

tapi nampaknya, tidak berjaya,

malah masalah semakin bertambah!

hahaha~

masalah2

manusia normal memang ada masalah, yang tiada masalah itu, orang gila,, haha~

well, memang payah perempuan ini, emosi banyak, penangan hormonal imbalance lagi,,haih, darah tinggi aku macam nie..haha~

till next time,

 may Allah bless,,

doakan masalah saya selesai secepat mungkin will you?

=)

jzkk~

Confidence?

salam wbt,,

well here i am,, as usual, bila mula mencoret kat sini, mesti ada sesuatu yang membelenggu otak, akal fikiran waras..haha..

life has not been so good to me lately, or maybe i'm not being thankful enough.. *sigh*

ever feel that you don't know what the reason you do something, but, it's just feel right to do?
ever feel that you have did a very good thing, but it's just feel wrong,every single of it?
*sigh*

making decision is not an easy task you know.. you really don't know what the consequences  of your decision that you make,  plus if it's involved other people than yourself..
*sigh*

since long time ago, i'm not a good decision maker, but somehow, along the way in your life, you have to make decision, or at least learn how to make a decision and accept it.wholeheartedly.

I remember when i was in standard 3, i' m not taking part in sukaneka event at school because, you know, lack of confidence and regretted it after that when I saw other people getting their beautiful-shiny medals..

well, when you grow up, and decision you have to make is much more important, it's a pain. really.
but,
there's come Allah.. The Almighty,
He knows everything, every single details on what happening in your life, even what breakfast you choose to eat this morning, He already knows it..

when you're having a really hard time in making decision, turn to Him.
when you somehow regretted the decision that you have made, turn to Him,
because what you really need at those times, is a piece of sejadah and a pure heart. :)

and the fact that He knows everything, somehow make you at ease. really.

i guess that's where i'm lacking.. :)
well, you still have time to change anyway,Munirah.

may Allah bless all of you.
till next time.
:)